To the me who died more than a year ago

I no longer consider myself as alive. I am nothing but an empty shell and zombie eating food and living for nothing. I have lost myself and cannot find my soul.

I don't care anymore and my nights are forever hunted by nightmares. The sun never risen for me.

I woudl rather be like Sita who was tekn back by mother Earth.

Maybe I am a thousand winds that blow...